Missing You So Much

到底哪樣好？

你希望...
他是因為失憶所以忘記要見你
還是...
因為自尊心作祟所以不想見到你

禱告與信念

很久沒有寫東西....因為日子亂到我不知道該怎麼寫.....
其實我也不確定到底還有多少人會來這裡....只是今天...突然很想來這裡寫寫
老實說我已經分不清楚我生活的重心應該在哪裡了～～
在舊金山求學的最後一年,似乎迷失了當初想來的理由,當初自私的想要享受體驗不同的生活與經歷的那份初衷...
的確...比起其他人,我體驗了不同的生活,有快樂、有寂寞、有甜蜜、也有失望、有的是更多的矛盾.....

忙著畢業製作,忙著思考人生,忙著為他禱告和擔心....我已經分不清楚生活的重心與順序了～

距離你出事到現在已經兩個禮拜了....止不住我的眼淚,已經不知道這兩個禮拜我花了多少時間在流眼淚,除了為你禱告,只能等待....等待的過程讓我更深刻的體會到自己的無力感...

請加油好嗎....我在等待你的奇蹟....

不知道還有多少人會出現在這裡,如果你正巧看到, 如果你相信上帝的存在...請你他禱告...一個正在加護病房奮戰的年輕人....

Someone's house party

At someone's house...it's my first meet so many Asians who only speak English....kind of crazy....haha, but I don't know anyone.....

Summer vacation...

Spending my summer time in TW isn't a wise decision, it's way too hot that I barely can go out. I always stay at home, well fine... it's also because that i can't take any public transportation in Tainan and Kaohsiung.

I do think i am getting older that I can't handle two kids at the same time, and sometime I really don't know what's in kids' mind. So difficult to communicate with them....they are only cute when they fall asleep that I do wanna kiss them a lot......

It's not a easy summer day for me, worry about my future...when can i finish my thesis, where is my income, how can I find a job during the bad economy, too many questions need to think about that I can't really relax in TW.....

Relationship sucks....men change their minds just after they said they will love you forever....hard to trust people.....also don't know how to trust......

Too many things in my mind, I do hope I can just enjoy the time with my family without thinking too much.... 

敗犬女王

有需要趕潮流嗎?

22 V.S. 28

Long time no see

Wow,it's been a while that I didn't update any new information or thoughts about myself. The life is still busy; keep working on my final thesis. I hope I can finish it in this fall as I planed. Looking forword to going back Taiwan at the end of May. I will stay for two months.

One thing important: I addmit that I do care about people's appearence. I think I really can't make friends with someone looks dirty. It makes me feel uncomfortable when I sit at the opposite of him and eat lunch with him. I barely can talk with him....sorry!!!!

I am mean and picky, and that's the reason why I always be alone...

Another thing makes me suck...which is someone keeps doing something dirty behind me, try to ruin my relationship with another friend. I thought we are out of age to have a mean girl group, and I think it's really stupid. Whatever, we even don't care about that, it only make us closer....

On the muni

On my way to school for DS

Post from Iphone

Just got a new toy, trying to use iPhone posting an article...It's kind of a new experience.Enjoy it...

堅持

你的目標在哪?
你的堅持有多少?
你的未來就在哪...
每個人都有那樣潛在的特質,只是你能發掘多少,
只求當我回頭審視昨天的我,我不曾後悔...

原本該是我安慰你的場合...但是感謝大哥你的紅酒與牛排,還有一席心靈雞湯的對話,恭喜你的美國夢始終持續進行著,預祝你的芬蘭夢即將成型...
可惜了～沒有太早跟你深交,但我想我還是有機會學習經驗...

我知道你很好...恭喜你,不過這一切已經與我無關了...

Joan Osborne （瓊安奧斯朋）

星期六晚上因為同學的偶然邀約,去聽了Joan Osborne的小型演唱會,一開始還在心想她是誰,但是一到Youtube上搜尋她就會自然跳出"One of Us", 我想不少人應該都會對她有印象,尤其後來黃美珍也在星光二曾經演唱過...

天啊！我也太榮幸可以聽到她本人的演唱了吧...一開始等待準備進場時發現到,來聽歌的幾乎都有點年紀,我想至少也有35以上吧！而我和同學也是現場唯二亞洲人,不過沒關係因為現場的氣氛真的很舒服,就像是在美國影集裡很常看到的小酒館演唱會, 大家點點小酒一邊喝一邊聽歌,整個就是一種享受,一開始唱暖場的"Matt Morris" 的聲音相當輕亮舒服,和“Joan Osborne“充滿磁性沙啞的嗓音不太相同, 但也叫人很陶醉, 尤其後來他和Joan Osborne一起演唱"Cathedrals" 更是叫我雞皮疙瘩狂起,差點就感動要哭了...

而且....我真的現場聽到他唱"One of Us"...太好聽的,我愛她的特殊唱腔,有種個性,滄桑,會持續的停留在我的腦袋裡～～

放上我愛的Cathedrals給大家聽聽....